When my heart whispered, “Seek God,”
my whole being replied,
“I’m seeking him!”
Do you really know God? Have you met Him? Have you had intimacy with Him? Has He touched you?
Before I met Jesus I denied who He was. I went as far as to say there is no God. The world looks at it’s own fruit and says there can be no God. All the death and sickness. All the suffering. All the evil. Surely there is no God.
Threats of the “Christian” hell did not scare me. Law and condemnation never slowed me down. None of them revealed God. Religion. Traditional Christianity. Faith with no power. Talk of one day up there. God was nowhere to be seen and never to be sought.
Many times I would hear that whisper. Many times I would wonder about His probability but there was nothing to convince me. Nothing to spur me on. My whole being, bound by the lusts of the flesh. My mind depraved. A slave to sin. My whole being screamed for more of what the world had and forced the whisper to be drowned out.
And then He touched me. Then God revealed Himself to me in a way I could not ignore. By His Spirit He drew me and I could not resist. My heart whispered “seek God, you know He is there” and my whole being screamed for relief. My whole being suddenly became aware that there was freedom to be had. My whole being suddenly realised how trapped and bound and subjected to darkness it was and it screamed at me to listen to the whisper.
I opened my eyes that I had forced shut and saw the light. I lifted my head and my hands and He saved me. He set me free. He washed me and loved me and strengthened me and gave me life. My whole being experienced the touch of God.
I have received His grace. I dwell in His presence. I walk in His power. My life is in Him. I am His dwelling place. The Kingdom is within me. I rule and reign with Him. I share in His fulness. I am the son of God, heir to all. My whole being walks in the freedom and life of Christ.
I have been through a foretaste of hell. Seperated from God. My whole being experienced it and no part of me ever wants any part of that again.
I know God. I experience Him. I see His mighty deeds. I have experienced His healing and His provision. I feel His love. My whole being is aware of His presence. No part of me ever wants to be seperated from that.
So when my heart whispers my whole being responds. Seek Him and you will find Him. What you find you will want to keep. By His grace my response is to love Him with all of my heart, all of my strength, all of my mind. My whole being.